Recently a friend of mine labeled me as a “free spirit” person, and this isn’t the first time to hear that.
Yes I’m kinda of this label. I’m not selfish but I have been independent for long and I know how to do things because I want to do them.
Still I can’t function when I feel restricted. I don’t like when people, whether beloved ones or friends, or even coworker insist on me following certain rules to fit.
I hardly seek routine and that’s why I love waking up every morning, knowing that this day will be vastly different from the last.
People think because I don’t share much about my feelings that I do not have any worries. That’s not true, I worry a lot. But if something is not worth my time, I just move on. Life is short and I learnt that the harsh way.
YES I don’t mind being alone. I don’t even mind sitting at home on my own. I lived alone for many years and I loved my life.
Still I love having friends to hangout with but I don’t like that my relationships with others define me. In fact, I don’t really let anything define me. I know me, happy for being me, and I fought a lot to be that woman.
I like seeking ways to expand my mind, enjoy working with creative people because that inspires me a lot. I always want to be a better person in this missed up world.
In the end I can tell you I live my life without selling my soul to the devil. I had lots of good and bad experiences. I don’t just love. I love unconditionally, but I don’t mind if people drift away.
Damn, time flies! I have to leave office now and run, I’m gonna meet some old peeps haha! Then I’m so looking forward for my day off tomorrow. I will have a big lunch with a lovely friend and I can’t wait!!