This photo is a reflection to how I feel at this moment. You might see the smile but I doubt that you know how I actually feel inside. I’m 30 years old but It’s hard to gauge the age I feel inside. I’m usually pretending to be a happy person even in hard times. I smile, laugh and make many laugh. But today it was hard to hold my tears and just feel shit about myself because there’s nothing worst than feeling orphan while your parents/family still alive!!
Imagine your happiest years being over before you even knew you had them, before you were old enough to appreciate and enjoy them for what they were. Imagine living a life in which every moment takes you further and further away from your glory days, all your favourite memories receding into an ever more distant past. Imagine being able to say by the age of 18 that your best days are behind you. That seems a high price to pay, even for the most energetic and adventurous people.
I started life in a very early age and survived, YES at this moment life doesn’t seem to be easy on me but I will SURVIVE!! Tomorrow is a new day. xoxo