PAUSE FOR THOUGHTS


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Life is sometime like roller coaster. You get hurt, you forgive, you will be happy, then you will be hurt again.

Sometimes we do the same mistakes because of an emotional need or because of being unable to change. Sure it hurts? But when you get to a point when you cry more than you laugh, then you might start to realize that you need a change in your life.

In bad times true friends show up, and those who liked you for other reasons fade away.

True friends are those who you can embrace your weirdness with them. You can be emotional, you can laugh and cry without fear.

Friends are important but as I grow up, I learn to stop having those who use me or take me for granted.

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Yes we are all social creatures and we love communication with people, but I like to do that with people I love.

I connect with those who bring happiness to me, support me and stay with you in the darker times. Surrounding yourself with feel-good people is a sure way to happiness.

Some of my friends don’t live in Sweden but they inspire me and relieve my tension on the bad days.

I always wait for my daily Snapchat “Bonjour” and the Whatsapp funny pictures.

It was great to see my best friend in Amman, Jordan who took good care of me and I felt like a princess.

I’m counting down to be reunited with those who really care for me.

It is never late to make new friends, but we need to choose well.

XOXO

 

Life is not easy!!


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This photo is a reflection to how I feel at this moment. You might see the smile but I doubt that you know how I actually feel inside. I’m 30 years old but It’s hard to gauge the age I feel inside. I’m usually pretending to be a happy person even in hard times. I smile, laugh and make many laugh. But today it was hard to hold my tears and just feel shit about myself because there’s nothing worst than feeling orphan while your parents/family still alive!!

Imagine your happiest years being over before you even knew you had them, before you were old enough to appreciate and enjoy them for what they were. Imagine living a life in which every moment takes you further and further away from your glory days, all your favourite memories receding into an ever more distant past. Imagine being able to say by the age of 18 that your best days are behind you. That seems a high price to pay, even for the most energetic and adventurous people.

I started life in a very early age and survived, YES at this moment life doesn’t seem to be easy on me but I will SURVIVE!! Tomorrow is a new day. xoxo