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ME & MILEY ♥

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When should you visit Sweden?

They say when it comes to weather, the ideal time to visit Sweden is during summer which usually during July and August.

However summer seems to be arriving early to Sweden this year and Thanks MAY for such an amazing weather.

Yes I finally can walk around with bare legs  and a T-shirt in Stockholm!

At this time, all the cafes and most attractions, including open-air museums, are open, having tables to lunch and dine in the open air to enjoy the sun.

Since it was a bit of long weekend for me, I have been out and about walking around the city, discovering new places and enjoying the beautiful sun!

Lately, I have been enjoying my time with Miley the dog. So nice. 🙂

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I’m always the happiest girl on earth around animals, they make me laugh, active and they give my self-esteem a kick. Maybe because the unconditional love they shower me with, or the fact that they’re completely nonjudgmental about me or my lifestyle.

I’m in love with Miley the dog. She is super sweet that I couldn’t get enough of her.

Summer is the most expensive time to fly to Sweden, as it is the peak season, but if you are here already then you are just so lucky to enjoy that amazing weather.

Hope you all tanned as much as me. Hahahaha

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HELLO MAY

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There are people who believe they were born lucky. And some who believe they were not. I don’t consider myself as a very lucky person, but May is the optimum month to be born and I always feel lucky in May.

I will be 32 years old on the 25th of this month and I’m gonna spend my birthday at the airport flying home to my sunny Egypt. OHH YEAH!!

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XOXO

ONLY THE LONELY

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My inner critic keeps me awake at night.

When I’m down, I don’t leave my room for days, I don’t eat, sleep or stop thinking.

Being overwhelmed with much emotions makes me down, so down that I can barely move my limbs, get out of bed or even smile at my loved ones.

And when I’m happy I’m like a manic, I love life, people and I’m open for crazy ideas .

I dreamt to be with someone who knows how to hold me, speak softly in my ears and say “IT IS GONNA BE OK, BABE”.

Being surrounded with those who can’t help you or make you feel down all the time, it can be really hard.

Last time I broke down, a darling friend took my hand and tucked me into bed and I just felt as safe as a baby.

Today I’m far away from my darlings, sometimes I feel shaky, anxious and I panic. Panic attacks makes my anxiety have an incredible effect on my ability to control my emotions. Recently I’m showing inappropriate anger, but sometimes anger is necessary.

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During my anxiety I empty my bladder frequently, I get numbness in my arm, I get nightmares, I feel on the edge, when anyone snaps at me I keep thinking non stop about that, my decisions are indecisive, I’m afraid of the crowd and being left alone at same time, my body/muscles are tense and in pain, I’m easily frightened.

I don’t know what I’m doing and though thinking of my problems for hours, I don’t think they are resolved. To me, the world is just a big scary place. Basically I feel losing control. I’m afraid of what waiting me for me in the future.

Strangely enough, I keep thinking of the things I have not yet accomplished.

Feeling that the walls are closing in around to suffocating me.

Anxiety can destroy your confidence in yourself!!!!!!

I’m no a superwoman. I’m still trying to stand out strong. Next month I’m gonna be 32 years old, so I’m a survivor.

In the end it is no shame to feel unwell or to recognize that you are hurt or disappointed or depressed.

Being depressed doesn’t define me, it allows me to see my human emotions which I’m proud and ashamed of them.

PS: This post is in memory of my best-friend who passed away at a young age.